One Of Those Weeks
I'm having "one of those weeks". You know the kind. It's the same as "one of those days", but longer.
Warning: The following is a series of events listed as a venting exercise. No solution or validation is sought. The author realizes on a rational level that in the grand scheme of things, things are good. She just needs to vent in a total moment of self-absorption.
- Late last week, a series of emotional triggers sets in, sending me into hefty mood swings for the past several days. Up. Down. Up. Down.
- Wake up last Saturday with trouble breathing. Figure it's the many dust bunnies floating around (see previous post on dust) so I spend a few hours vacuuming the place. It's not dust. It's a cold. Shit.
- Call in sick Tuesday morning but feel good enough to go to work at noon. Dress up, feel normal, get to work, feel crappy again. Hop back in the car & drive home. Spend the next few days cooped up in the apartment. Thank lucky stars for emails, MSN and movies for a little escape.
- Today was a planned day off to get my hair coloured, my pick-me-up colour for my first summer downtown. Usual hairdresser isn't there, someone else does it. It looks nothing like I expected and I hate the way she styled it. Swear up a blue streak all the way home. Still feeling crappy from the head cold.
- Once home, as I'm swearing, I catch my hand on the bathroom door. Get a big sliver deep under my pinky nail. Continue swearing. Try to get sliver out with a needle. Not a good combination with the swearing. Need to walk over to the pharmacy for tweezers & rubbing alcohol, meanwhile getting paranoid that the splinter still in there will suddenly explode into some sort of gross infection.
- Get back home, experience another emotional trigger, bawl, take a nap.
- Wake up, have chicken soup, calmly take last bit of splinter out of my pinky.
- Turn on TV & rabbit ears. Sens are winning. Things are picking up.
It was just one of those weeks ...

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“I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship.” - Louisa May Alcott
Hang in there, girl! The sea is rough for you right now, but you have the strength to accept it and to find the beauty.
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